outing wif piqa,tua’s family,kacang..11/1/10

went out..

actually im werking..

but planned early..

so..

i went to the clinic..

to get mc..

haha..

mit piqa and kacang at jurong point..

ya..

was dere on time..

proceed to jurong bird park..

met tua,his wifey and his son danny dere..

wen on tour dere..

quite hot and ..

ya,i was sweating all around..

haha..

tooks lots of photo..

but cant download it in e com..

got sum errors..

so at e moments..

no pixs yet..

sorry..

4 the inconveniece..

well..

after abt 7 hrs of walking arnd the bird park..

we planned to find sumwhere to eat..

and we decided to go arab st to eat..

n have shisha along..

at around 7pm..

we reach arab st..

i ate mee goreng seafood,

piqa ate nasi goreng kampong..

tua ate roti kirai wif his son danny(his so cute!!!)..

after dat we head down to shisha shop..

we  tried mixed fruit..

quite tasty..

but it was damn fast..

time do past damn fast on dat dae..

at abt 12pm..

i reach hme..

takin the last mrt wif kachang..

was damn tired..

went to slip after a warm bath..

but i ms him still..

mas rosli will still b in ma head no matter wat..

 

 

ur secrets!!!11/1/10

bb..

u called me earlier on tat morning..

telling me tis..

abt wat u did the nite..

im hurt indeed..

damn hurt..

but i noe i have no rights to stop u..

but where on earth a girl wud wan to share their loves ones..

but its ma fault..

n i noe where i stand..

sorry bb..

if i do hurt u in ani waes..

forgif me bb..

but still..

i love u lots..

 

patching up wif him…9/1/10

patch up..

yeyeh..!!

we met..

 n…

ya..

start off wif sum arguments..

its all ma mistake..

blamin u 4 noting..

sorry bb..

4 being so selfish 4 u..

alwaes tink of the negative side of urs..

nvr tink about the feelings u had 4 mie..

i noe,,

u r hapi wif me..

i noe u suffers wif her..

but still u loves her..

i noe bb..

u stae strongs bcos of ur kids..

rayyan n marsya..

bb..

im sori tat i cant alwaes b by urside..

after the argument..

we had sum happi moments 2gether..

thnks 4 tryin to make me hapi..

i l0ve u damn much sayang!!!!

the daes w/o mas rosli by maside

damn!!!

its damn hurtful..

tryin to 4get him was a great n hurtful ting to do..

i tought i was strong to do dat but i failed..

no courage at all..

ya..

i swear i still answer his calls..

his swits msgs..

n ya..

still..

i called him bb..

m i selfish??or wat??

mas rosli wat have u done to me???

till i cant have the courage to 4get u?

i noe i use to b a strong gerl whu will 4get a guy easily,but y cant i 4get u??

suxs!!!

i love u bb..

i swear,u r ma everiting..

 

brking up wif rosli..6/1/10

well..

brokeup wif him and ya..

due to his wifey given him last chance..

n i have to gif in..

like usual..

his in comfusion state..

cant bear to c him like tat..

so decided to leave him..

but well..

its painful indeed..

i love u

attach wif mas rosli..

date of birth:19/11/1978

fav colour:orange!!

well..

i realli wan him in ma life..

sorri!!

im selfish!!

but i noe i will b leavin u one dae..

but dun wen..

werkin in the line which i nvr tink abt..

join cisco..

as nursing did not accpt my resume..

suxs..

furthermore..

i did quite well in my nursing studies..

suxs..

but i get my parmanent post..

n tat is in…

woodlands chkpoint..

damn tired werking there n furthermore im in parmanent afternoon shift..

hv to report to my division by 12.30pm n i end my werk at 10.30pm..

reach hme at 11pm plus2..

worse parts is 5 daes of werking,n one dae of my off dae…

no rest..

but i love my frens dere..

bcos of dem i stae..

they r e the best…

will update later..

e ppl i had in my life..

lil baby gerl…

lil sis…

mum…

and ma bbf..

loves u guys lots..

HW I MET MAS ROSLI…

it all started wen i join tis line..

on 29 jun 2009..

rite after my 19th birthdae..

i started to hv a crush on him..

his werkin in ocbc jurong west..

get to noe each other and deres where our luv started..

but true enuf,he told me the true..

tat his married..

and has 2 kids..

e probs nw is hw cud i fall 4 sum1 whus married..

GOD!!

thankfully his a type of guy tat i wish 4 all tis while..

n i cant resists my feelings towards him..

should i 4get hym all wat???

but i noe we will nvr be together 4 long..

wat shld i do nw???

to kip a distance frm him or juz b like normal..

n let fade decide..

but i swear tat i really fall 4 hym..

lifes realli gets turfer n turfer..

i almost gif up on everiting..

05/01/2010

the 1st dae starting using this wordpress…

get to mit nora..

went to the cybercafe to update everiting..

1st of all,mit rosli my baby love but his married wif 2 kids..

gosh!!!!

im damn scared on wat will happen next..

omg!!

hopefully god prolong our r/s..

made him understand the reason y i unable to leave him all alone..

truth is,i love him,he love me too but…

he luvs his family more den everyting…

M I SELFISH????